Metadissertating

Another Summary

As I noted yesterday, I’m meeting with my committee this week (still at the very-early pre-prospectus stage), so this entry is mostly a condensation and restatement of where I’ve been in the past few weeks, with a good bit of cutting and pasting. Still, it almost has the shape of an argument, which is reassuring, I suppose.

From my sociological readings, I took the understanding that researchers will always try to rely on investigating a single criterion, because it simplifies the analysis in powerful ways. The problem is, I’m coming from the position that composition’s understandings of class have been both incoherent (relying on an unacknowledged multiplicity of criteria) and oversimplified (asserting that class is equal to wealth, for example). For that reason, I want my research to move in the opposite direction: to acknowledge a multiplicity of criteria, and to acknowledge their complex interrelationships.
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John Romero’s Revenge

With the skimming of my last two introduction to sociology texts tonight, I’ve finished the first major chunk of my summer reading list, the basic or foundational materials. Done with Level I, I guess. (I feel like I should get some kind of message scrolling across the text editor for this, or something: “Now that you have conquered the Dimension of the Doomed, realm of earth magic, you are ready to complete your task.” Where’s my powerup?) The last two texts were Sherman and Wood’s 1979 Sociology: Traditional and Radical Perspectives (emphasis on the radical, here: these guys would make Anne Coulter do the Linda Blair 360) and Gelles and Levine’s 1999 Sociology: An Introduction (Sixth Edition). I feel kinda dorky reading the super-simple stuff, but I think my original impulse — grounding the all-over-the-place discourse of composition on class with some concepts from folks (economists and sociologists) who actually study it with consistency and rigor — was a good idea; I definitely gave myself some context, and charted for myself what seem to be the main (and often unexplored, by my discipline) avenues of examination. So: a few things from tonight’s reading.
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Thunderbolt for Mr. Obvious

Yes, it’s Saturday night and I’m home at 11:30 PM. In my defense, I went out tonight and had sushi (yes, we paid) and saw “Pirates of the Caribbean” with a friend. It was great fun, a fine time. Johnny Depp is the Only Living White Male (listen up young Trustafarians, I’m talking about you) who doesn’t look like a total dipwad in dreadlocks, and he’s the word-slurring scene-stealing bemascaraed hottie all the reviews say he is. I hope he ages better than Sean Connery, and I say it’s definitely worth at least the matinee price of admission, maybe even full price. The only drawback: having to watch, during the previews, the MPAA’s dramatized exploitation of wage labor to justify their war for profits in an “anti-piracy” spot. Thanks, Jack Valenti. I’m sure it’s all about the scene-painters, who somehow seem to be not getting a cut of your take from the snips of The Big Chill and Dick Tracy you played. Ahh, capital. It smells like — sniffvictory.

And, speaking of ideologies and the way they influence one’s perspective: well, gosh, Mr. Obvious just had himself a thunderbolt.
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Questions: Use and Exchange

I write differently when it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe that’s a lesson for the dissertation. That last post, the American Tarot thing, is something I’ve had pieces of hanging around the hard drive in various forms since my MFA days. Not quite a story, not quite anything; never knew what to do with the pieces. But I write differently: the language simultaneously more and less self-conscious, less necessarily attached to me as a person with thoughts, ideas, an agenda. Speaking through a carnival mask, which is why Wealth Bondage came to mind. It’s a nice change from my usual self-halting stumbles and rationalizations and equivocations. I notice, also, that it’s easier for me to write when I’m channeling someone else, which is why the sayback of Donna’s feedback felt like it worked so well. Metafilter does Flash Friday and other folks do the Friday Five; maybe I’ll have myself a Fiction Friday. (I really want to make that last one into three Fs, but I know I’ll later regret the language. Perhaps — thinking of masks again — this weblog needs a potty-mouthed alter ego, to say the things I feel I can’t. Perhaps, but not yet.)

In any case: in talking about Donna’s feedback, I noted that she offered me some questions for future research. They follow, as well as some thoughts about the use and exchange value of writing, and whether I ought to continue to construct this weblog as a research weblog.
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Joyce’s Title

It’s late — after midnight as I start this — and I’ve been working all day, so this’ll be brief. I met with Donna today, and she had some really helpful questions and insights. I’ll paraphrase them as a way of trying to sum up what I’ve been thinking about here these past few weeks. (I’d quote the title of that most excellent and deservedly canonical Joyce Carol Oates short story — one of my favorite ever, from one of my favorite authors — as the title of this entry, but it belongs to Joyce. A link here suffices.) Donna sees two primary topics, and one recent secondary topic.
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Narratives of Mobility

I had two conversations about class today and yesterday, one with a fellow PhD candidate in the Rhetoric & Composition program here, and the other with Charlie, who’s on my committee, and gleaned some small and useful insights from those conversations.

First: in composition (and in many other places as well; the Raymond Williams I so frequently invoke is certainly an example), there exists a genre of the social mobility narrative; the story of the professor from the working-class background. Victor Villanueva and Mike Rose offer perhaps the foremost examples, but there are plenty of others, and in fact one of the things I’m trying to work against is the use of the authenticity of lived experience as the class marker that trumps all others. My small insight, though: within the context of composition’s engagement with identity politics (our assumptions that race, gender, age, class, sexual preference, and other markers of identity influence the teaching and learning of writing), the narrative of the academic’s transition from the working class to the professional class is always going to be a narrative of isolation and betrayal, because the academic can no longer claim working-class status. She can’t go home again. Other identity-politics narratives of entrance into the academy are not so bound by definitions: the queer professor is not made un-queer by becoming a professor.

Second: Charlie observed that the view of technology in composition’s subfield of computers and composition has changed from an understanding of technology-as-efficiency to an understanding of technology-as-equalizer. Early theorists in computers and composition believed that word processing would make writing easier, that computers would help students to write better papers in less time. The enthusiasm for this view waned, and writing teachers began to focus more of their hopes on technology as furthering egalitarian ends, on computers as the tool that might help to remedy social inequalities in the classroom. We’ve moved from asking “How can computers make writing more efficient?” to asking “How can computers make writing more egalitarian?” In this same conversation, Charlie also again suggested that I need to consider whether I’m going to use my dissertation to ask, “How does class affect what students do in the wired writing classroom?” or to ask, “What do compositionists say about how class affects what students do in the wired writing classroom?” In other words, am I doing a literature study or classroom research? A possible answer: I think both efficiency and equity are concerns associated with class; the former with the relationships of production, and the latter with relationships of privilege. And yet nobody in computers and composition ever talks about class. My research question, then, might be: how does the specter of class mobility hide behind and/or inform the discourse of computers and composition? How and why are people in the field avoiding explicit discussions of the very real ways in which concerns of class intersect with our ideals of efficiency and equality?

Complications

I’m realizing that my initial goal for the dissertation — to examine how the socioeconomic class of students interacts with their experience in the wired writing classroom, probably focusing most on the writing itself — may be impossible. The reason is that class is a system that can’t be isolated just to students. Rather, the students in any wired classroom exist in a web of relations much like the one Bourdieu details in Distinction, one involving a multitude of overlapping factors and influences.
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Questions Yoked

Perhaps somebody’s watching referrer logs: I add a link to my new favorite site, and scant hours later I’m quoted as an example of my favorite rhetorical vice. A vice (or fault or abuse) that I’ve always thought would make a fine name for a cat, I might add. If my grin gets any larger, my ears are going to split.

In other news, I met with Charlie today, who asked me some difficult questions about this project, which is still very, very far from the shaded glades and sunny meadows of Happy Prospectus Land, taking its circuitous path through the Sinkholes of Spleen that guard the approach to the dusty Plains of Overdue Library Books.
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Where I’ve Been, Where I’m Going

Looking back today, I’m a little uneasy about that piece of rather strong language in yesterday’s post. I figure I’d best clarify right off the bat that it wasn’t directed at any real person, but rather the imagined cocktail-party interlocutor. And I just really loved putting “motherfucker” right next to a putting-on-airs untranslated Latin quotation from the Vulgate of Jeremiah via James Joyce’s Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man.

I run again tomorrow; I’m going to be doing three days a week, until I get back into the swing of things. I used to be able to do two miles in under eleven minutes, smoking a pack a day, but those days are long gone. My thighs are solid blocks of soreness, partly because the first mile of my two and a half mile route is a steep uphill grade. It’ll get easier. My goal is to be able to do Petticoat Hill, four and a half miles of even steeper road, by the end of Summer.

Anyway, I’m done with Mankiw. Tonight’s project: a quick summary of where I’ve been (I meet with one of my committee members tomorrow), with some questions to guide me on where I’m going.
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Work for August and April

My long-term goal with this weblog is to have it help me work towards finishing my dissertation. I’ve got a few sub-goals as parts of that long-term goal.

By April of 2004, I’d like to have a completed prospectus and at least a chapter or two, so I can apply for a university dissertation fellowship. The odds of me getting one are prohibitive, but I figure I might as well at least give it a shot.

By the end of this Summer — before Fall semester classes start at the end of August — I’d like to have (1) a one-page ur-prospectus and (2) a plan, with IRB approval, for a qualitative classroom study for the two computer sections of first-year writing I’m teaching. Here’s what I think that’ll involve. (This probably won’t be all that interesting to anyone except people like me semi-lost in prospectus-land; it’s more process writing than anything else, to help me get my ideas more concrete, and have a record of them. But I’d be really grateful for feedback from anyone who’s been there and has strategies for getting past the amorphous, giant-amoeba-like prospectus-beast.)
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